i wish i could make people understand me but i dont know how to do it. maybe if i felt that they cared for more than a quick thing i would be more open. i guess i just have to wait and see....

its amazing how one minute it can be a question how to get one girl, then the next its fuck girls, period. If only i understood guys.... hmmm

I have deleted and restarted this post about 7 times now. I have so many things going through my head right now. We closed the valley Beauty and the Beast and its really weird cause although i was barely onsatge, I really already miss it. I know things got fucked up today with some rails and microphones and lights, but in general, I thought it was ( Read more... )

stomach flu = living hell
damn you all who have finished finals!

I swore it was getting better. Then people get involved, others return and change people's feelings, and all of a sudden, you feel like the stuffed animal by your pillow is the only thing that will listen to what you have to say. Anyone who offers doesn't understand, and their opinion is never one that you want to hear. SO what do u do? I wonder if ( Read more... )

why do u continually say one thing, get me in the mind set, and change your mind? didnt you promise it would be different this time? didnt you promise it would be worth my while?

so spring break in a nutshell ( Read more... )

definitely sick right now... great. and hell week begins

if anyone is doing covina or valencia please let me know cause i need to find carpools cause for all of u who know, my dad is a mean shmuck and makes everything hard on me.
xoxo

so i feel like i haven't seen my theater friends in a decade. I miss you all, and think it is time to hang out. please call me cause i miss and love you all!