I feel like i am missing out on something ( Read more... )

So here comes the good old 22.

Party tonight at brandon and stephen's it appears.

5867036606 small not huge gathering.

but please come if u want to

I want to go into this year saying i will not repeat this past year ( Read more... )

Its really hard some days knowing what you gave up,
realizing the road it took you down

I can see how these past two years have come to pass
it all goes back to ONE choice.

a choice to let someone go, that i never should have.

I dont know why i am bringing this up, but its been on my mind lately ( Read more... )

Friends VS Best Friends ( Read more... )

today feels like an all time low,
walked out on by my own family.

I really didnt think it was all about money,
but it feels like it now.

I cant belive it.

My own father walked out on me.
because i didnt produce what he wanted

:-(

big sad face.

i didnt know it was sold out.

this sucks my ass.

detachment is all that makes sense on a morning like this.

no matter how i try to open myslef up to someone. i cant.

i get stomped on. assumed of, and badgered.

I AM AFRAID!!!! i cant help it.

IM calling everything off. to protect myself from being hurt

I think Everything happened this year.

EVERYTHING.

i worry that life may not be as exciting as it used to be