I acknowledge the lies as what they are . . . then I become trapped once more ( Read more... )

I've degraded to calling myself names.

Bah I am sick sick sick of failure. NO MORE!!! It ends now. I broke and ate today. Dont know what it was, but now I am sicker than hell. >.Im bound to succeed again. I know I can, I just dont know how to get this success out of me, and prove to myself ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/fergenband

Go have a listen to the Freestyle Rap.

At the end of the song they plugged the time I shaved my eyebrows. haha

I wish it was as easy as the other times ( Read more... )

Couldn't fast today.

I was all in the mood to correct what I messed up yesterday, but mom decides to bring us all home subway sandwiches and makes us pretend to be a family and sit down to eat.

Now that I think of it, I probably could have told her that I wasnt feeling good, or she should save it.

*sigh*

So I had:

6 inch veggie sub
med hot

Binge . . . purge . . . the very things I said I wouldn't do.

And I did them.

Gotta work this off. I feel so shitty.

p.s. comments are appreciated. ;)

Don't you love how the insomnia comes almost immediately after starting a fast? I was up till 3am last night. However, I am working on a new song. I wish I could get another acoustic guitar. :(

So I went and applied for a job yesterday. Yuck I dressed up and everything. >.< I sincerely hope I get it. I n33dz t3h f00kin m00n4yh ( Read more... )

I just made this account, and this is the pissiest website ever. I seriously have had so many problems with it already ( Read more... )