So at least when I fuck up as much as I did today with eating, I am physically feel so sick. I thought it was ok. I thought I would just purge the taco bell in the bathroom at the coffee shop. However, their sinks didnt have the drain that just opens to a hole. I cant even purge in our toilet at home, so how would I purge in a public toilet? YUCK ( Read more... )

So I figured that from mid Jan when I was at my highest weight (220) I have lost 16lbs total ( Read more... )

Turns out, I have to be 18. But they are trying to waive the rules for me because I am the ONLY one available for the job. They are talking to the head nun lady about it. Man Im so nervous. =(

I have lost a total of 7 lbs ( Read more... )

Heehee I had a lot planned to do today, and so far all I have done is slept.

I dont mind, I could use the rest.

Wait till tonight, though. Then I will be screwed from having slept all day. =P

I'm down 5 lbs ( Read more... )

I cant take the failure anymore. I have tried and failed so many times.

Thats it.

Im cracking down on myself. I gotta gain control somewhere.
No food for ten days.

None.

Just coffee, tea and gum, all sugarfree.

Lots of water, and exercise. Then I will see where to go from there.

Tomorrow is day one. My CW? 215.

I find myself becoming more and more of a misanthrope every day ( Read more... )

Just because my words own you, doesnt mean you are better by pulling every insult you can out of your ass.

Including fat.

Thanks captain obvious, I really value your observations.

so . . . pissed . . . . off . . .

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