tonight, I basically was knocked out during some "sparring" i didn't fall to the mat because the guy i was up against was cool and stopped, but i definitely blacked out for a sec. well, i use the term cool loosely. he's a nice dude outside of the ring, but inside he's somewhat insane and throws so f-ing hard it's almost taking the fun out of my ( Read more... )

the subject sums up my current existence: i have two "defining" bags that go with me everywhere ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm due for an update, but i'm really running out of steam as i sit here so it's going to be fast ( Read more... )

So I guess I’m due for a quick update and so i’ll write a little ( Read more... )

i'll write a better explanation while i'm on the road, but tonight I got to do some simple sparring (2 jabs, back and forth. nothing wild) at boxing and instead of dodging hits, i chose to block them with my face. my lip is split and swollen and i took a sweet jab to the eye. I don't think it will swell up, but it does feel sore ( Read more... )

ok... this is mildly inspired by a monster rum and coke that i mixed again tonight to take off some of the edge. hang on tight, it's going to be fast and probably insanely bumpy ( Read more... )

well today is a new day. for the first time in weeks i was able to somewhat crash without thinking about the shit that went down (it was hot last night so that didn't help). I don't think she'll ever understand how badly she's fucked me up and i'll never understand why she did it.... again. someday i won't care, but until that happens i'll be ( Read more... )

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i'm finally home and somewhat drunk (i chose to not eat dinner so i would get my buzz on quicker, i don't want to feel anything). i'm just not doing well this time. i need something to make it all go away.

So i actually have a chance to catch my breath. Tonight is my last night on the road for the first wave of this dci tour thing that i'm doing for work and words cannot express how excited i am about that. Basically the troubles have been that a new model of tuba is literally falling apart and we're the people to do the warranty work. Which has ( Read more... )