today is a bad day and somthign told me it was going to be bad ( Read more... )

i am no longer bound down by the life gift given to us whe we are born,
i gave it away to the girl im in love with, the one who completes me and who makes me feel important, now things are diffrent im matured and it feels good to be that way....
i see things in a diffrent way and i love it....

last night i had a good night i was with jessica and we where watching movies and i just felt confurtable around her
i don't know y?
but im sure theres somthign there, and it started to change when i had a talk with dave about how i don't need to be picky with relationships and i just felt good for once and i like to feel like that alot more....

last night i was hanging out with david and we where talking and we noticed that when we talk about stupid stuff, its not stupid at all it means somthing with depth and thought into it the conversations we have, its just really cool to hang otu with dave.....
thats my nigga!
lol
XD

ok this week is going to be bad, cause i didn't get to smoke with david this weekend and that is my escape every week.....and with out it i lose all train of thought i get depressed easyier, and i doubt everything i do, and i notice things about me that i hate...
so i need to do somthing to get away from my mom today or im screwed this week...

my life has to be the worst to have cause i have a mom that doesn't care for me or what happens to me, she also thinks im gay for some reason ( Read more... )

well its simple im here right now tellign my story ( Read more... )

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all i do is get yelled at al day man i need to excape somwhere or need a vacation somwhere im going to be at peace, i can't wait til my mother leaves for idao and i stay here in cali.
i just can't wait, no more of the yelling and i can finally do the things i want to do in my life with nothing stoping me.....

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