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What do I want?
I really want to know.
I want companionship;
I want to be left alone.
My head wants one thing,
My heart wants another.
One day the two will agree.
I can be a lover.

Right now, can I love?
I really don't think so.
I think I need to know myself
before I can know another.

I'm so tired of feeling alone in the crowd. I'm so tired of not having someone to wrap their arms around me and let me know that I am special. I'm so tired of that empty feeling in my heart. I wish ( Read more... )

Man today was one of those days what was so full of emotional oxymorons, I was having a hard time dealing with it all. I am extremely lonely, yet I don't want to be around people. I really enjoy my work, but I hate going in. I want a relationship, but I am afraid of commitment. Yet another confusing day in my life.....

I went out last night and watched a couple of bands last night. I really enjoy doing that. Kinda sux that I'm there by myself, but I'm ok with that. I can't wait for someone to ask me out to go do things ( Read more... )

Why do humans feel this need for close companionship? Why do we strive for relationships, only to be hurt? Do they ever turn out well? For a lucky few they do. But I don't think that luxury is available to the general population. I want someone that will hold me as we sit on the couch and watch TV. Someone that can't wait for me to get home, ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I posted..... I've had a very busy three weeks. We had a 4 day weekend a few weeks back, so I packed my bags and headed off to NC to see my kids. They are doing so good. Their Dad and his g/f are taking really good care of them, probably better than I did when I had them. I say that b/c they have help with the boys, so ( Read more... )