Well, I went to the club again tonight. I met a wonderful guy and am going out to dinner w/ him tomorrow night. After spending time w/ him tonight, I know he is only after one thing. I know he doesn't want a relationship or anything. But it honestly would feel so good to be touched again. I haven't had human contact, physical human contact, ( Read more... )

Well, here I am sitting at work trying to stay awake. I just got a call from a guy that is coordinating volunteers to help with a horse riding program for children with disabilities. It sounds really exciting, and I think it will be something that will benefit me as much as the children. I need something to focus my attention on. I really want ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I haven't been able to sleep for the past two weeks. I think the depression is setting in worse. I've been having a hard time going out, even going over to my friend's house. It is so weird. I was hoping the symptoms would abate on their own, but that was to no avail. Things will get better one day, I hope.