why is love so much pain? i thought it was suppose to be filled with joy, happiness, fulfillment. i was wrong. don't get me wrong, love does have its good moments, but they always end. after being hurt so many times, it makes you wonder, "is there anyone in the world who won't break my heart?!" i wanted to be a wife, a mother, a best friend.. got ( Read more... )

alot has happened since my last post ( Read more... )

just to update you really quickly, i quit my job for parkway. i put up with so much from my boss that 99% of people would NOT take.. i took this for 3 years and eventually enough was enough. so i quit, which probably wasn't the smartest thing to do. i have no income now, and my "fiance", yes fiance, is having to take care of me. and it really sucks ( Read more... )

you know, i haven't been on here in a loong time. mainly because of the new "phad" myspace. but i wanted to blog without lettin everyone on myspace know my feelings ( Read more... )

thought this was funny.. so i had to post it!

well...to all my very few livejournal readers.. i graduated tonight. at 6:30PM. I'm outta High school!! YAY! but my heart was hurt when someone didn't show. you see who your true friends are. the only true friend i have is Brittany. Her and her family and my family are the only one's who showed up to graduation. yes, i cried. it hurt that no one ( Read more... )

hello all you cock-suckers out there! i'm pretty sure no one really looks on livejournal anymore seeing as how MYSPACE is now the "thing" but for those of you who happen to stumble upon this.. let me update you on what has been going on.. i do NOT talk to marqus or walter anymore.. i have dark hair now.. and i guess that's what is new..*veeeerrrryy ( Read more... )

i haven't been on here in a while.. but i took a quiz off reggie's site and this is my results:


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i know i haven't been on here in a while but i took some tests.... yeah.. here's the results..


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i feel so fuckin energized ( Read more... )