Its been a LONG time since i have wrote!! Well, for a little update: me and Tom broke up. Because of my stupid decisions. And I finally realized how tweaking is stupid and a waste of time and money. Yea, it took me losing 2 boyfriends to realize that. Im pathetic ( Read more... )

Im in a great mood this morning. I met this guy named Tom like a week ago. We hit it off great. He is just the kind of guy I need in my life right now. We are exclusive now:) He 27, and works at Discover Card. Yea, on Friday, hes taking me to get an ID. We went and saw Anchormen last night. It was funny. Im going to lunch with my friend Phil today ( Read more... )

I am at ASU for the millionth time. I have been really depressed lately. I keep trying to stop doing speed, but every time I am around it I feel the urge to do it. It seems to be the only time I am happy. And when I am coming down from my high, I get sooo depressed, almost suicidal. I scare myself. I call Kris all the time in the Navy, and I always ( Read more... )

Im freakin' hungry! lol Well, last night, I was hanging out with my friend Josh, and things were going great till his stupid sister started freaking out saying that i was a bitch and all this shit for NO REASON! So i just started walking and walking cuz I was pissed. Its funny though cuz this girl is like 100 pounds, so I could probably take her. ( Read more... )

Last night was crazy! When I left ASU, i was supposed to meet these 2 guys in Borders. Well, as I was walking up the stairs inside the store, they were walking DOWN the stairs, and they were REALLY cute so I clammed up and didn't tell them it was me. Instead, I just walked right by them like an idiot! So then Im walking down Mill, and these 4 ( Read more... )

Last night, i hung out with Jeff from Sigma for like an hour. We sat in his truck and talked about random shit. Punk music, people standing by their trucks, his band. Then his friend Keith kept calling bugging him to hurry the hell up and hang out with him, so he had to leave. He dropped me off at Chilis so I could wait for my friend Steve could ( Read more... )

I slept till 5 pm today! I was supposed to go hang out with my friend Cole today before he went to work, but I did'nt wakr up in time. I finally got a hold of Joanna last night. She didnt show up because she got in an accident. Got rear ended. She said she's ok. The guy who rear ended her had insurance luckily. Damn, I feel so bad for her!

I am so freakin bored! Its Saturday night and i have NOTHING to do! I was supposed to go to the movies with my friend Joanna and these 2 pre-med college guys, but she got lost on her way here and changed her mind. I don't blame her. Gilbert to Cave Creek.... FAR!!! I didnt do shit today. Watched a little Comedy Central, then watched Jeepers ( Read more... )

I am so tired! I didnt get a lot of sleep last night. My friend Keith INSISTED I stay up and now I am tired as fuck. BTW, plans changed.I called my cousin the day I was supposed to leave and she said that I couldn't come down because she got demoted at her job and went from making $11 to $7, and is having to borrow money from her mom just to pay ( Read more... )

I am soo sleepy! Friends, I am moving to Houston to live with my cousin. Im going up there so I can get a job and change my life. The drugs and the boys are tearing me down, and unless i wanna be dead somewhere, then I need to hurry up and change. Im gonna miss Arizona. But I get to live 30 minutes from the beach! Im either leaving tonight or ( Read more... )