This is one of those rare nights. Everyone has them - you know, one of those times when everything seems so clear, like you can reach out and touch the future, your dreams, everything you've always wanted - and the greatest part is you can see how to accomplish all of this... There's just one catch - you have to remember it. "You have to taste ( Read more... )

So, I've been talking to a friend from church, and she says, and I agree with her, that I am note searching for the love of a woman, but the love of a God. Pretty smart stuff for an eighteen year old, huh? I've known this for a while but have just been to afraid to admit it. Sometimes it takes someone outside your situation completely to open ( Read more... )

Anyone ever wonder what the world would be like without them in it? I'm at the point where I am about to find out. Good-bye.
Josh

Yeah, so Ihaven't writen in a long-ass time, so... where to begin? Well, Jesus Christ Superstar was awesome. I had a good time playing for that. I met a lot of very cool people doing that show, and saw a lot of them really, really drunk... good times. I'm still missing that certain thing in my life, but I have figured out what it is that I'm ( Read more... )

Tonight's show went really, really well. I was really scared that it and myself were gonna suck, but it all came together quite nicely. I like to think that God was watching over me tonight just egging me on, saying,"You can do it..." Etc, Etc... I feel not quite right lately. Like, I feel like I'm searching for something, but I have no idea ( Read more... )

Worrying's like a rocking chair - it gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere. This wekk has been insane! I have had no free time whatsoever. I've had non-stop rehearsals for J.C. and working "doubles." I want to pull out my hair. And on top of all that, I've pulled a muscle in my back...playing drums, of course. Today has ( Read more... )

I'm playing drums for the Jeffersonville High School Theatre's production of "Jesus Christ Superstar" Yeah!!!

So in the past two days, I've done some pretty out-of-character shit. I took shrooms and had sex with a girl who I probably shouldn't have - not that it wasn't good or that I didn't want to, but it probably wasn't the best thing to have done. These occurences have helped in my questions, though. I have decided that I need to make some changes in ( Read more... )

As we get older, the realizations start to form, that there are better things out there for each of us. The only problem is, that most of us have trouble recognizing these opportunities. I had an epiphany tonight as I was watching "American History X." I realized that I spend most of my time worrying about why I have the problems that I do, ( Read more... )

all i have to say is what the fuck?! why do people have to be so fucking retarded and full of themselves that they fool themselves into believing shit that wouldn't happen in a million years!!!!! that's gay.( no offense to ant gay people) That's the exact kind of high school bullshit that i left back in high school. Learn to do it to...ass.