ok seriously why won't anyone hire me even mcdonalds doesn't call me back all i get are no's everywhere i know im capable and dependable this is some depressing shi- i tell you what. Im going to ft lee today to get a passport so i can go on this mission to Tajikstan in march. that will be fun and then ill have money, although lately the army hasn't ( Read more... )

I feel better about myself tonight than i have in a long amount of time, like things are beginning to fall in order out of chaos. The one thing christina and I argue the most about is money and I solved the problem by moving out of her apartment. I was tired of being called ungrateful and an ingrate therefore to make 1.myself happier and 2. the ( Read more... )

man tonight should be good I'm optimistic for 2011 .

i just need a job really bad lets hope i get the firefighting jobs I'm trying to do!

I have no money but I got love

Here's to you LJ friends happy new year from richmond all 4 of you
Laura Amber Shelly and Danelle Hope 2011 treats you all well.

well its christmas eve and the main thing on my mind is how i feel like i live in a frat house because of the utter mess. I cannot put up with this shit if you clean every fucking day how is it that you have just as much to do the next day. oh yeah cause im the only one that does it and you don't put any laundry away or wash dishes or go through ( Read more... )

Its been so nice outside I really enjoy having the windows open, the breeze flowing through over you. it's put me in a good mood ( Read more... )

haha life is a farce

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So I've been going to school at J Sarge and so far I like it so much better than TNCC, the people are better and the classes just seem a step above what i have experienced before. Still no luck in the job market which is pretty crappy I need to start calling places to badger them into hiring me. This week is pretty stressful between doing like 5 ( Read more... )

well at least one issue is resolved now if i can get a job and get paid by the army id feel alot better. I got a 94 on my test and after doing the corrections ill get a 99 i like this math class. i hate this damn music class its ruining my tuesdays and thursdays come on october so its over. ive got to get my push up numbers up if i dont pass the ( Read more... )

jesus i hate this what should i even do work things out or start over?

Where do I start tonight I really don't know, but I would like to get this out of my system because i don't really have anyone I talk to about serious things. The past weekend has been nothing but a suck-fest well actually that is a lie. It was only ruined by the pure bratty behavior of someone else that made me having some kind of flu even worse. ( Read more... )