Okay here it goes...

So I'm absolutely in love with the guitarist from Creed, Mark Tremonti. Through my love of him and his guitar playing I have kind of grown to like Creed and their music. Now I have loved Mark since 9th grade and it's been crazy. Well I never got to see them in concert but the time has come!! THE BIG PROBLEM, I have no one, ( Read more... )

( when it isn't straightened... )

Can anyone make me feel better? I'll give you a $1 :(

It hurts
like hell
when I know
you
need
me as
much
as I
need
you..
But
I'm the
weak one.

I had a mega ass fun day today with my mommy!! I love her! TTE was put off until tomorrow, it's still going to be fun.. Anyway today we went out and had Chinese food, then we went to Bayfair and went shopping for me!! I got 2 pairs of pants, another bra, and a hoodie! Yay!! I love the red pants<3 Then we went to the movies BUT the times were all ( Read more... )

Why everytime we fucking argue I want to run to him and tell him I love him and hold him as if I were his mother or his girlfriend. The argument was his fault, although he apologized 3 seconds after. I'm tired of feeling so...feeling like this.

I didn't sleep at all last night. We talked until 12:30am.. Then as I was getting ready for bed, turning ( Read more... )

( Oh, yeah. )

I love this new Filter song. Yeah yeah.. I think I'm gonna have a just me party.. I'm gonna blast my music as loud as my stereo goes and hope no neighbors call the police on me muaahaha. A thought occured to me.. I'll be 18 in like 3 months and I have never had a real job.. aside from babysitting. I did that for over 3 years and I had business ( Read more... )

I changed the my LJ layout.. It's cool I guess. Yeah, you tell me lol.. It's weird watching the ink from my tattoo settle into my skin. Will made fun of my tattoo because it's small but hey it was my first tattoo.. I wasn't going to start off with a map of the world on my back. I want another one already. I think I'm gonna make my mom take me on ( Read more... )

Something occured to me. I really can't stand people who feel sorry for themselves constantly. I mean I get into fits of emotion and I can't control my feelings and stuff happens to me in my life, bad stuff, I mean I barely survived last summer and I couldn't control the situation. I can't really control any aspect of my life and my days but one ( Read more... )