"Sometimes people use thought to not participate in life ( Read more... )

my heartstrings cease to strain i've
aquired a taste for poisoned lips drank
deep of this disease in me adored with
prying eyes beneath a mask made of flesh
and thorns collected from the ones she'd
loved before her eyes were opened wide
she now could see forever traced deep the
marks she'd made with her razor
the lines of suicide

I wanna feel his warm body ( Read more... )

My IRL diary is way better ( Read more... )

love is horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your ( Read more... )

Wow.
i'm in a weird stage.
sometimes, i just could care less.
and other times
i really miss him ( Read more... )

So it seems as if i'm back at square one.
that time period where he was really mean
to me, and swear were going to be nothing more than
'people who know each other'.
In other words.. I'm going to
go through that 'forget him' process again.
oh. fucking. joy.
=)

Well I'll sit here and convince myself it's true ( Read more... )

So I really want that one boy
A LOT
god.
ugh
he's so hawt.
sorry brennan if you're reading this, deal lol
it's de damn troof.
everyones breaking up
it's fucking insane.

Just don't read this..