Well its about 9:30 am. Todd (bf) came home about an hour ago. He left early because he was lonely and missed me. We cuddled for a while until he fell asleep. I have to wake him up in a few hours because we are going to pick up his car from the shop today. Anyways nothing is really going on, just taking funny quizzes online and writing e-mails. I ( Read more... )

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DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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Well today todd and I went shopping again. I got another skirt kind of victorian and a few tops. After than we went to whitco (a store) and got legos, yes legos lol. It only intertained us for 10 mins but it was still fun.The box does say for ages 8 and up!. Then we just hung around the house, watch some tv until he had to go to work. His amp came ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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Nothing really went on today. Slept for most of the day. And yes I said slept! I think my insomnia is getting better, I only went to bed after 4 days of being up. I stoped taking those stupid sleeping pills. I took 4 times the amount and still I could not sleep. Anyways I have been down today - not suprising. I could be having the time of my life ( Read more... )

Another lonely day and night. I did not think it was possible to get any worse then I already am but I was wrong. There is no rock bottom to this. You forever just keep falling. It's cold, dark and so very lonely. I keep wishing that this is all a dream, that I will wake up and be normal and possibly happy. I feel like I'm living the same day over ( Read more... )

I have not been doing to well. I have been getting worse. Loneness is consuming me. That has been the worse thing to deal with for anyone who understands that. I just wish all this would go away but it never will. 9 years I have been begging and yet it only get worse. I’m tired. I wish people would understand that. There is no happy ending for me ( Read more... )