im gone.

last entry for DJ:

( RIP DJ )

then this shitty week can be over. and i can stop updating again. i will update until tomorrow. and then im gone ( Read more... )

but i really need to be able to write this down, and it wont come out on paper ( Read more... )

well at least i found out what really happened. but its not helping ( Read more... )

i think the only times that ive felt good today were before i found out about DJ, and when i got jonathan to talk and smile.
he looked so miserable, like he wanted to crawl into a hole and stay there. he talked to me during english, and he said "wow. this is the first time today that im really talking." and i made him smile. and then i felt like i ( Read more... )

RIP DJ, class of 2005 ( Read more... )

i really want to get rid of the livejournal, like people have been saying. i think that it would be a good thing, because really, whats the point? there are people who i dont talk to who read this and then know all my shit and yaddayaddayadda. and thats my fault for posting it. but, eh. i dont know. i dont want to totally delete it. i just need to ( Read more... )

im feelin a little better than i was last night. a little. i guess im not so pissed off. walls really do come in handy. although, i did bruise my knuckle. eh. oh well. lol. whateva ( Read more... )

jesus fucking christ

someone just fucking shoot me.

i think ive written or thought the word "fuck" more times today than i have in the last fucking month.

FUCK.

MY HAIR LOOKS SO FUDGIN HOT ( Read more... )