direction in life is a weird thing. once you know one place you're going, you get afraid that you wont like it and you think of plenty of ways it wont work. i mean, that may seem pessimistic, but to some extent, when you know where you're going exactly, you start imagining bad outcomes. but when you have no idea what's going to happen, you're ( Read more... )

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my head is killing me ( Read more... )

i've been feeling alone. for some reason lately i've just felt disconnected with everyone. i've slept weird hours and been on weird drugs. being on crutches also just separates you from everyone. i dont know. i've spent more time in my room and thought for longer on different issues ( Read more... )

so i got surgery on my knee. i had a torn piece of meniscus removed from my right knee. surgery went fine. i talked to my nurses a lot, they were all really friendly and personable. my doctor wouldn't let me keep the piece of meniscus he took out, too bad. right now i'm on crazy pain meds and watching television on the couch in my basement. my mom ( Read more... )

i think it's really difficult to earn something meaningful. to actually care about something you have to be vulnerable to it. and so when we all try to care, we expose ourselves and get hurt. actually putting ourselves at risk is the hardest thing to do. how much should you care? well, what do you want to get out of it? it's easy to see greener ( Read more... )

i'm in the parking lot at staples using their internet! every place we stop i try to steal internet and i finally succeeded!

it's sad that a lot of people are realizing how little they knew or talked to certain people. in these fading days of highschool they make one last ditch effort to reach out to them in hopes to find something they carelessly overlooked for the two to four to thirteen years they were around them. i guess i just figure there isnt a lot of sense in ( Read more... )

one month and it's done ( Read more... )

... it was too much today ( Read more... )