well i'm a little late on this....

but for those of you who didn't already know, i do have a new journal (b_dan1elle) and i mostly update that one now. so add me there =)

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it feels very nice to be in a good mood. this is the first time in quite a few days that i'm just all giggly. haha ( Read more... )

jesus, take the wheel, take it from my hands, cause i can't do this on my own...i'm letting go, so give me one more chance to save me from this road i'm on

friday night, after i last updated, i talked to jake on the phone until like 2:30 that morning. he helped me a lot and some of the things that we talked about really made me smile. only 18 more ( Read more... )

let's see....yesterday the only remotely interesting things i did were...go out to lunch with daniel, morgan, and kent. daniel made fun of my parking job, but ya know what it's okay! haha! and then i got to take a nice little nap. fun fun ( Read more... )

( got from danielle )

i just called nick a weenie! hahahahaha ( Read more... )

hmm....
let's see if i can give a quick re-cap of my last few days....

friday...i went to kingsport mall for my birthday. we ate at sagebrush, where i saw someone and it kindly freaked me out, haha! i had fun shopping. we went and saw walk the line and it was really good. while we were in aeropostale, this metal 50% off sign feel right on my face ( Read more... )

i'm fighting so much. i'm trying so hard not to fall apart, and i'm trying to stay strong. i never knew all these feelings i had inside of me, but now it's never been clearer. i was the last one to see ( Read more... )

i know you can hear me, but i'm not sure your listening....i hear what your saying, but still there something missing....whether i go, whether i stay, right now depends on whatever you sayi never thought i would ever feel this bad again....yet here i am. once again i feel like crawling into a ball and dying. it's like my life has been rewound 3 ( Read more... )

i don't wanna talk about last night...i'm angry and i haven't had much sleep...i'm so tired and blood shot, ain't no tellin' what i'd say...i don't feel like loving you todaywell happy freakin' thanksgiving, everyone! mine wasn't anything too special. we went to mamaw's and ate, and then i slept. after i came home i talked to toe on icq and then he ( Read more... )