( I NEED MONEY!! )

( pR0M PITCURES ♥ ♥ )

This is for you ( Read more... )

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold what best applies to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, ( Read more... )

1. Copy and post this into your own diary.
2. Bold any statement that is true about you.
3. Leave plain anything that is false.
4. Add 5 things of your own at the bottom.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to.
003. I love olives. 
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to ( Read more... )

the last four things you've bought:
- gas
- Victoria Secret "PiNK" Sweatpants
- Victoria Secret "PiNK" shirt
- Victoria Secret VERY SEXY 1 & 2 For Her

four drinks you regularly drink:
- water
- pink lemonade
- dr. pepper (I always drink some of Justins)
- Sunkist

four favorite foods:
- Queso dip from Ruby Tuesday
- Baked Potatoe with butter, sour ( Read more... )

I love;

my boyfriend & our families.
the beach & the snow.
the city & the country.
life.

I love to;
spend the whole day with him, sleep by him every night, & wake up to him every morning.  watch movies with him & have him take me shopping. play cards all night & hide-&-go-seek at midnight on chilly nights, drink and have drunken sex.  have fun.

I ( Read more... )

My eating disorder is spinning out of control.  I hadn`t ate since Tuesday night, so I ate breakfast today.. I came home from school, and was so glad & happy that I`d been doing well, so I decided to fix myself a sandwich & have some chips.  I hadn`t even finished the sandwich & I started feeling like shit for eating it.  So, I ran to the back ( Read more... )

20O4; in review

• Ashton, Ashton, Ashton.  January-April, some of the worst times of my life.  Fighting, cheating, breaking up; hell, I don`t ever know why we stayed together as long as we did.
• Cutting.  I can`t say that I wish I hadn`t, because I`m afraid if I wouldn`t have cut, I would have killed myself.  This was also in January-April, go figure ( Read more... )

Beef Chalupa Supreme; 380 calories.

That`s what I ate last night.  Which isn`t that bad, but still bad.  I didn`t get over 700 calories yesterday.

Today, I`ve had a tuna sandwich and a brownie.  I don`t plan on eating again.  I will be drinking lots of water & maybe a redbull.
Tomorrow will probably be a bad day.  Justin`s mom is wanting to take us ( Read more... )