Today was kinda a bad day. I feel horrible for last night. Me and andrew went at it again. and i tried to break up wtih him but i love him too much to leave him. I dont know why i did it. i was supposed to cum home this mornin at like 8 30 but i didnt wake up in tym and yea i had to wait till 3 to come home. so yea now im home and i wont c andrew ( Read more... )

andrew is being such an ass. i love the kid to death. but c'mon i said "me u n amanda r gonna c yugio on friday" and he got all "well you can go, i thought we were gonna go c our movie but you can go" i was like wtf. nice lil guilt trip. he pulls them all the time. like the other day i was going to go to wild waves with my mom n bro n otha ppl and ( Read more... )

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I reele don't knowwhat to think right now. Or do, or act like or ne thing. I am just like lost within myself forever. I dont know what kind of mood I am in. Andrew seems distant from me. i came overto his house and he didnt kiss me for awhile, and he didnt want to lay by me and all this shit. he doesnt want to sit by me. i feel all lonely. i hate ( Read more... )

Today was a GREAT day. i saw andrew, i chugged a smirnoff i threw up. yay. i came home, ate two corndawgs, i threw up again. i went to the race track and worked my ass off. i am balancin again but i can't get clipped, purdy big improvement. i had to race a lil kid and i lost to him cause i didnt wanna make him feel bad and he wotn leave me alone ( Read more... )

Well I am like super happy because I am sitting here over at Andrew's and I am so happy to be here. and I'm totally loving it cause i missed him and his hands hella. and now i dont feel good cause i chugged a smirnoff triple black and threw up.!. how gay. its cause i've barely ate and i wasn't feelin good ne way. but c'mon a full small smirnoff ( Read more... )

Well, last night me and my dad got into a fight because i said fuck and shit. i forget how but i guess i said them. and he told me to get off the fone and i was "restricted" from it for a week and the computer too. so i got on the computer to update da lj wen i said i was leavin, i didnt i stayed here. and i got aim and asked my dad if andrew could ( Read more... )

well im gonna leave for awhile. i love you andrew. im sorry you feel dat way. um... idk wen im gonna b home or wen i'm gonna tlak to you next.!. i love you

today like sucked monkey balls even tho i got off fucking grounding. rand is being a dick ((nina's brother)) he wont let her cum to my house. he wants to go to his friend's when he has been at his friend's all weekend! its bullshit.. iwanna just fucking punch something.

i had a very eventful day i guess. here it is:

woke up to alarm beeping and fone ringing, guess who was called me so early at 10 46 in da mornin ((hint hint bad idea when i went to bed at 2)) it was Andrew, sneaking in a fone call ((he aint aloud to use the fone while on groundation)) so i was ok since i got to hear his lovely voice. well i got on ( Read more... )