Man i haven't posted in here in forever. im gettin married in September...i turned 20 in january. life is going on as normal.. My friend Josh passed away friday nite n im not takin it too well. i never handle death well though.  I haven't updated tihs thing in like 2yrs. thats crazy. i remember a time when i couldnt go a day withouth updating..now ( Read more... )

So i havent updated this thing in ALONG time. but i decided to use this too..i mean ya know....some ppl dont read this one so i can put pretty much whatever i wanna in here...Man alot has happened since i last updated. so much shit its not even funny. and so many guy problems its not funny. but ill figure it all out in due time i guess. I hope ( Read more... )

well i cant sleep but im flippin sleepy. so what am i doing? sittin here talkin to brando and slut muffin LOL. and im listenin to in a different light. I got alot on my mind. blah

will life ever make sense?  i doubt it. i wish i understood stuff. but i guess its not meant for me to understand just yet. will it ever be? who knows. I went back and ( Read more... )

Well my days of being 17 are drawing to an end!! THANK U LORD! Im so happy! but also so scared. but its all good. ill survive. My party is the 21st! saturday after my bday..a week from this coming saturday. Man i cant believe ill be 18! i feel old. i dont wanna grow up but then again i cant wait. 21 is gettin closer lol ( Read more... )

Im boucing off the walls. but its all good. i got to work at 4..till close...yayaya... I hope yall have a happy new year!! Be good and dont do ANYTHING i WOULD do. lol. be safe!
Much Luv
~Jess

As the year comes to an end it makes me reflect on what i did/didnt do this year...so here is my sorry for 2005...

( *~*My sorry for 2005*~* )

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It's hard to believe today is christmas eve! its like WHOAH..where did the year go? i sure dont know. Im ALMOST 18!! yay. so exciting! I got my class ring in last week. it's pretty. i like it ( Read more... )

well im back.. a new computer!! yay...will update more later..much to tell

so here i am.annoyed cause brat wont listen to reason.buth what did i expect its brat...its just so frustrating.but what can ido? ive said all i can...she wont listen to me. what can i do? not tell anyone...thats what she made me promise.so thats what ill do...

i miss casey. last time i called him we talked for a few then my battery went dead ( Read more... )