i hate having nothing to say oh wait i have one real thing to say. i lost 20 pounds from right before chrsitmas til now (go me)... and now on with my emo kid live journal rambeling:
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loves:
i <3 weed
i <3 blunts
i <3 my hair
i <3 the summer
i <3 merielle
i <3 coffee
i <3 time travel to ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning around 10 i had to pee and while in the bath room i remember that on the 25 the new bright eyes cds came out and i had downloaded most of them but theres still a hand full of songs i had yet to download so instead of going back to bed i decided to download the rest of the songs and then listne to them in the order they are ( Read more... )

do you know what sucks. meeting someone you really like... or at least it sucks for me... i bitch about how i don't have a boyfriend and that i never meet guys that i like and when i meet one and have an awsome time with him i get all girly and insecure... and i get scared of getting hurt and then i start thinking too much... its horrible its like ( Read more... )

so i really don't like the snow... call me "no fun", pssh b/c i don't give a fuck... i'm not going out in it i'm not rolling around in it, i'm not paying in it, i'm not gonoing to fucken shovel it, hell i'm concidering closing the blinds all over my house so that i don't even have to see it ( Read more... )

i feel So0o0o0o good about my life right now... today is going to be a sweet day of hanging out with Niles and smoking blunts, and coco has been like a puppy lately he says hello to me when i come home i love it...there isn't a single thing out of place and everything is just doing so good... i haven't felt this content in long while... feeling ( Read more... )

"You had to shatter everything ( Read more... )

i've had a sweet last few days... i kinda feel like an asshole but its better than knowing you're getting walked all over...

I feel like complete shit Kara is fucking my ex-boyfriend, AGAIN. B/c asking her to stop once wasn't enough... it’s not the act of her fucking him that makes me mad... I’m not kidding its not. what fucken bothers me is that I told her it hurts me I told her she puts our friendship on the line every time she does that its the lack of respect that ( Read more... )

holy shit

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