my transmission is shot. i have NO car. i have $858 in fines. i can't smoke pot for a year. i guess things aren't that great but i'm happier than ever.

didn't know it was possible to love this much.

things are going so good its out of control. i never thought that i could love life this much... i never thought i could care so much for someone... i never knew i spend so much time with the same person and not get sick of them, i enjoy his company more and more and time passes... he's wonderful... my life is going exactly how i want it to be. ( Read more... )

last night i had one of the best nights that i've had in a long long time... my afternoon and early evening was shitty b/c me and danielle were being stupid and fighting and shit. Eventually i got out of my shitty mood, and i realized how much fun i can have with shipley... we were hanging out in the back yard smoking a blunt and we weren't all ( Read more... )

s0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o i'm extremely bored... and tired... Shippy started a new job on monday and like has to wake up everyday at 7am which means i have to wake up at 7am and go home and then i'm awake alllll day i can't remember the last time i was awake at 7am and it wasn't b/c i'm still partying from the night before... the last 4 ( Read more... )

i fall in love too quick. However, if you found someone whos body fits yours seamlessly like a puzzle and then they also happend to treat you better than anyone else EVER has i'd expect you fuckers to fall in love too... i mean for fucks sake i still get chills sometimes when he kisses me ( Read more... )

thursday afternoon i went out and didn't get home again til 3am moonday... i spent my ENTIRE weekend with Shipley. i can not remember the last time i've had so much fun with a person. we spent every fucken second together this weekend and we never once faught or wanted more space. he almost came home with me last night b/c we hadn't slept apart ( Read more... )

i really deserve to be this happy...

well i've been having so much fun the last few months just doing what ever i please with no fear of anything (except cops), its been wonderful. no worries no cares fun all the time, but the down side was that lonely feeling of constantly being surrounded by people and knowing that you're going to bed alone and that you won't be on anyones mind, ( Read more... )

Let us burn one, from end to end ( Read more... )