at times like these when depressing conor oberst is the last thing i want to listen to I stumble upon a song that makes me have a new respect for him...

"now i do as i please, and i lie through my teeth.
someone might get hurt, but it wont be me.
he'll probably feel cheap, but i'll just feel free,
and a little bit empty.
no, it isn't so hard, to ( Read more... )

I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open
that fixes all of life's mistakes.
I wanna be the house that you were raised in
the only place that you feel safe.
I wanna be a shower in the morning
that wakes you up and makes you clean.
I know I'm just the weather
against your window as you sleep through a winter's dream.
-b.e.

i'm in love. and i'm 100% going to get hurt. i thought i had it bad for this person once before and then i thought it went away and that all was well and i was completly fucking wrong, b/c the feelings came back. it sucks. i hate it. i want to just go back to the way things were before i felt like this. its the most pathetic vulnerable feeling in ( Read more... )

i have the worst cramps in the world ( Read more... )

i want a cheese steak really really bad. right now.

i'm so0o0o0o excited i have to baby sit tuesday, wed and thurday from 8til4 i'm gonna make some money by sitting on a couch watching tv its gonna be great... i can catch up on all the sleep i've mised lately! wo0o0o0o

in the last 3 days i've slept only a total of 5 HOURS... i've been having such a sweet easter weekend ( Read more... )

i clicked on it and this was what came up ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Bring back disco.

Get your resolution here.

jesse and i broke danielle out of school ysterday it was sweet and then jesse came with me to b-town... he got to see the infamous B-Hive (kelly b's house) and he got to meet just about everyone... i cut buke's hair last night aswell... :) last night was pretty sweet... its like supposed to rain til like the end of time and that kinda sucks... i'm ( Read more... )

last night i hung out with shawn buchanan (buke) and his friend drew. Shawn (formerly known as the nameless wonder) is pretty much just about my favortie person ever. and drew, the first 2 times i ever encountered him i was thinking "gosh this kid is such a douch and i hate him" and well i completly ate my words, b/c drew is cool as hell, he might ( Read more... )