friday night i spent about 2 hours in the back of a cop car. an undercover decetive rolled up on me and danielle and matt, smoking the very end of a massive blunt... needless to say the cop was pissed. i told him exactly where the pot was and he called for back up and in about 3 mins there were 5 cop cars. i'm not even kidding 5 cop cars rolled up ( Read more... )

i'm so exhausted...
and quite dissapointed might i add, today was supposed to be a sweet day of drinking and being merry b/c i'm 1/4 irish... and some how THE EXACT OPPOSITE HAPPEND. what the fuck????

"the game of who needs who the worst ( Read more... )

good news...
its not broken
bad news....
it hurts worse

one may ask, Shanna what happend today, what made you snap? what happend to your hand?????

well, i was running late to pick up caroline and take her to a hair cutting compition and i was on the park way and some how i missed the exit i was supposed to get off at... i got mad. and i got road rage when the person in front of me was doing ( Read more... )

i find my self sitting here after 2 whole days of partying with beer ambients and lsd asking myself "why do i ALWAYS fall for the guy i can't have?!"
i'm not kidding
what the fuck is fucken wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!

i just don't get it. they guy i get crushes on are these freakishly unobtainable guys. not even in the 'out of my league' way, but these ( Read more... )

"i'm a lot like you so please hello i'm here i'm waiting ( Read more... )

9am is way to early seeing how i haven't slept well lately. but when i'm sleeping i have bad dreams and when i'm awake my heart tells me not to sleep and not to do this to myself. happy birthday to me.

"i guess its just like breathing and not wanting to, theres some things that you can't fake..."

wow ( Read more... )

monday marks the 20 year aniversary of my escpae from the womb ( Read more... )