I feel like I'm coming out of my skin. I can't stand to be in my house. I want to leave but have no where to go. I feel so alone and yet I'm surrounded by friends. I desperately need someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on but i figure everyone is tired of listening to me cry. I feel worthless. Like I'm not good enough for anyone and never will ( Read more... )

Who would have thought that everything I thought about a person could be completely and totally true. Its strange how one mistake can open your eyes to the world around you and how much bullshit is actually in it. I'm finally seeing people for what they truly are. Or maybe i always knew and just didn't want to believe ( Read more... )

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So about a week ago i cut my hair and died it dark cherry brown. Yesterday Jaque and I put dark blue and purple streaks in it. I think it looks awesome. If you wanna see it you'll have to come to the toga party since i can't seem to find my camera. (you should come to the party even if you don't give a shit about my hair =P ( Read more... )

COME SEE ME SPIN!!!


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I spun at a party last friday. I tried calling people to come and see me play but for some strange reason everyones phones must have stopped working cuz no one answered. but whatever, i guess i don't need the support of my friends ( Read more... )

I honestly just want to give up sometimes. Why is it that the times when you're already feeling down about something there's always someone to come along and rub it in your face and make you feel even worse about it ( Read more... )

Perfect Marriage


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I can't say happy birthday cuz i have no way of making it happy. I have no money so i can't buy you a present or take you somewhere special. I have to work so if i do get to see you tomorrow it will be for a about 2 hours before you head to cupids revenge which i doubt i can go to because i have to work sunday and don' have money to pay for gas to ( Read more... )

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!