i feel ugly today (and everyday). i dont know why. i feel fat, stupid, and ugly. it sucks. the fat isnt so bad cause i can lose weight, but the ugly wont go away, i will always look like crap. but the fat adds on to the ugly, so i guess it is just as bad. great...grand...wonderful...oh well, hopefully i wont stay stuck in this mood for much ( Read more... )

hello one and all, actually i think like 3....but who cares??? it is now 12:08 am and i am sooo bored. but thats ok, i guess...fuck if i know. my feet are cold, id put socks on but i think they are all dirty...maybe...maybe not...i dont know. i think i have to pee...again...damnit tea, always making me drink you and then pee you out like 5 ( Read more... )

well things here are going...not exactly good, but not bad either. had a Halloween party, it was awesome, small crowd, but it was still fun. People are stupid, and if you talk to me on a regular basis then you know why, or at least have an idea. its weird, i only talk to about 6 people from highschool, i thought it would take a lot longer for ( Read more... )

i have started this entry about 4 times, none of the ones before seemd to sound good. i have decided to keep this short and sweet (or at least short).

SHUT THE HELL UP!!!

i think that about covers it.

well.....not really, but thats all im going to put.

later

SAM

yay, updation, except not much of a yay, cause there aint be shit in this one. so sorry, must go. not really though. "so how are things?" one might ask, and to that i say "ok". and you might say back, "ok, what the hell do you mean ok?" and i say "just that, things are ok." cause you know why? cause id rather not talk about things, no one ( Read more... )

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out Saturday, Friday at midnight actually, which is when i will be getting it. Mom and I are going to Super Walmart to get it. Yay, i can't friggin wait. Well onward to a new subject. I went with Liesel and Chrissy to the Anger Management Tour last Thursday, it was my first concert, and it was kick ( Read more... )

one of my new favorite movies is Phantom of the Opera, its great stuff. and just to prove how lame i am, i bought the movie soundtrack, yay for me! one of the guys voices is so hot! well things are going alright so far, although i have kinda lost two friends, its weird, i dont know. i have a job working for my uncle at a soon to be pizza king, i ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i last updated. hmmm, well, i only have 140 minutes left of high school. it feels so strange. i dont know how i am going to deal with this stuff. i dont know what im going to do about college, of course it would help if i had actually applied to a college. i guess i will just have to fly by the seat of my pants so ( Read more... )

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