Comments | 4everluv23: maybe it's time to let go

4everluv23

maybe it's time to let go

Jul 22, 2005 18:38

Today I got to talk to my room mate for the first time. It was a lot of fun. I really think that we are going to be great together. Getting excited about college and moving out has changed some things for me. Now that I'm starting a whole new life the stuff with Will seems less and less important. My life won't involve him anymore. He doesn't know ( Read more... )

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Wow! taelyn July 23 2005, 09:50:49 UTC

Wow! I mean, wow! You are being very grown up about this, and I'm proud of you, because I know it has to still hurt. You're completely right about everything, though. You need to have a fresh start, so people in college can really get to know YOU, and so you WON'T be sad or depressed all the time. I have a VERY strong feeling that college will be GREAT for you! It's just what we need!!! A chance to get away from EVERYTHING, including home for a while. :)

I'm glad you seem to be getting on all right, and I'm glad you're strong enough to see everything you've written in this post. I'll talk to you soon. Stay strong!!!

Re: Wow! 4everluv23 July 23 2005, 20:16:14 UTC

I love you Megs. It makes me feel better to know that some one else think that I am doing the right thing. After the way he used me (I don't know if you read that entry or not) and everything I don't know why I should care. he has to figure out if he wants her or me. Right now if it's me (which isn't likely) then I don't know if I'm even interested. I love him and all but can I ever really trust him? I guess we'll see how this turns out come monday. Hopefully I will feel the same strength that I feel now when I talk to him. I always go into those conversations feeling strong and come out feeling like a fool. I hope that this time will be different.