As the day when I talk to Will gets closer and closer. I thought of somethings. I thought about something I need to talk to him about no matter what I'm feeling. I need to ask him what our lines as friends are. I want to know how much will we talk to each other about and trust eachother with. When we were together I used to tell him everything ( Read more... )

I came to an intersting realization tonight. I guess that it, as painful as it is, is a good thing. I guess that I am finally moving on. I was watching Sex and the City tonight and the girls were talking about relationship myths. How when people hear stories about how two people meat fall in love and live happily ever after is it really true. Carry ( Read more... )

Ok so I've thought about some things with this whole Will thing and what I need to talk to him about when I talk to him sunday. Oi, this is going to be a long ramble. First lets start with things that have to do with why we broke up. First of all he said that I call to much and always want to talk more then he does. I realized some things about all ( Read more... )

So in conclusion to my crazyness he did start dating this other girl. The strange thing is that I'm not really all that upset about it anymore. He has her but it's not like he sees her a lot. She found out that I existed and wasn't too happy (not that I blame her). She doesn't want Will to talk to me for a while. I guess I can understand that ( Read more... )

So I'm seriosly going crazy. Why isn't it tuesday yet? I want this hell to be over! Why can't this just end for me? I need help! I seriously need my friends to come and take me away so I can stop thinking about his eyes and his smile and his kisses. God I miss that boy! I seriously need some help. Somebody needs to come to WEst Linn and put me out ( Read more... )

Is it possible for a persons head to explod? I found out some things about my situation with my ex that I didn't know before. He told me that this other girl didn't know about me because they just resently started talking again and it never came up. However, it turns out that he was talking to her last summer. We were together theen too! He lied to ( Read more... )

I seriously think that i am going to go crazy. Will is with the other girl in D.C. as we speak. I can't stand this. The last couple of days things were going so well between us. we were talking like we used to. We could finally laugh together and feel comfortable. he even told me that it's ok to still think about him in a sexual way. It's like we ( Read more... )

So it's been a while but I'm updating and there is a lot going on. The love of my life dumped me because I guess that when we saw each other something was missing. It's a lot to take but to top it off there is more. He is leaving for washington D.C. to meat an internet friend of his to potentially start up a relationship. So he told me that when he ( Read more... )

So this is my first entry. it's about 6:30 on a sunday night and there really isn't too much going on. I just finished high school a couple of days ago and i am waiting around for graduation on tuesday. I can hardly wait. I also can't wait for my trip to florida. I am so excited to see Will. It's going to be amazing. i will finally get to spend ( Read more... )