Well I don't know but I've been told, you never slow down ( Read more... )

I feel like Alice after she fell down the rabbit hole... nothing's the way it should be. Or maybe everything's exactly the way it should be. But it all seems so weird. Like, I dunno, I've been feeling like I used to back when I was all crazy... like depressed for no reason, ya kno? Like I'm always out having "fun" but everything just sux. And ( Read more... )

I've been thinking alot the past couple days... about what I want in a relationship... It's mostly because the past couple weeks have been filled with alot of random, meaningless hook-ups and the more I think about it, the more I realize that I don't want that. I want to be in a relationship. And I know who I want to be with ( Read more... )

So I've been havin an interesting time the past couple days... I've been seeing alot of people that I haven't seen since before graduation. Last night was especially weird. Two of my guy friends stopped by and wanted to find a place for us to hang out so I called my friend Ryan and we headed over there. We proceeded to get all kinds of drunk, and ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARRIE!!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!!! YOU'RE THE BEST BEAR EVER AND I'M GUNNA DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOUR BIRTHDAY YOUR BEST EVER!!!! ::mwah::

People are silly. Some sad person yelled at me for keeping in touch with a friend I happened to meet in rehab. They basically called me a slutty junkie. Their exact comment was:

Ahem. not to be abrasive and forthwright or anything, but....um....We live in Colorado, and you live in fuckin' Deleware.....

How is there a connection? Rehab, maybe? Huh ( Read more... )

Warped tour was yesterday. I went with Zach, we had so much fun!! Aaron, Seth, Amy, and Micca were supposed to go but they couldn't get tickets. I wanted to take Carrie but my mom's dumb so... what can ya do? There were these 2 hot guys I met, one at the hidden in plain view booth and the other at the y100 booth. I saw sooo many good bands live: ( Read more... )

These were just some quotes that I can really relate to right now...I've been feelin kinda lonely and depressed and I'm not sure exactly why.

if i gave everything would you still listen to me? it could be so much better than this. it could be so much better. i don't want you to love me anymore than enough. i can't be held accountable if you can't ( Read more... )

i really cared about him. and i thought things were perfect. is there something about me that's fundamentally un-loveable? i was so happy. whenever i thought about him i was happy. and now i can't get him out of my head but the thought of him makes me sad. and he wants to stay friends but i don't want to see him move on... if he shows up to a party ( Read more... )

So me and Jimmy are officially not together... I'm not exactly sure what happened but fuck it. It sux tho... I was really starting to care about him, ya kno? He said things were moving too fast. I knew that ever since he told me he loved me, but i was willing to go with the flow. My analysis is that he fell for me, scared himself and thus ended the ( Read more... )