So yeah havent written in this thing in a while...ive been way way way busy....YEAH BUSY PLAYIN MY NEW VIDEO GAMES BIOTCH arent you jealous, you know you are. lol i never thought that i could have fun playin those things but i have to tell ya they can be quite entertaining! hmm i get to go snowboardin for the first time and proably kill my self by ( Read more... )

i guess it was to cold anyways.........

Jayme: Christmas is in a week!

Dustin: Not even,.... NINE DAYS!!!

Jayme: (laughing) a week is seven days haha

Dustin: oh yeah, shut up!

haha that was the funniest thing ever!!! wow that was great.... but now i have more presents to buy, haha its alright tho because im goin shopping tomorrow with shennen yet again, to be annoyed with moms with ( Read more... )

hmmm :)!!!!! hee hee

IF ONLY KURT COBAIN WAS ALIVE..... I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH HIM ALL DAY AND HAVE HIS CHILDREN!!!!! OMG HE IS SEXY!!!!! SEX-AY!!!!!!!!haha umm yeah i really really want that danm box set that i was looking at.....grr to having to buy things for other people right now, i want it sooo much!! urgh and i will probably get stuff i dont even want (except for ( Read more... )

hmm christmas is coming up and i really am getting excited, nothing could ruin my christmas...and if it did it would be something so horrible because i never let things keep me down for christmas. i duno everyone is happy and lovey and bright. hahaha of course everyone is happy at this time because its a holiday based on lies.....lol but thats ok i ( Read more... )

i want some ice cream........ :( this is so much harder now.............. why couldnt things just have been left alone. its like starting all over with this, and i really did think that i was moving on.........

Ok so yeah now i am just way more confused? i was dealing with things and now, i dont know....i think im screwed up and god hates me.....its not that what happend was bad, so if you are you know who dont take it that way, but it is just so undecided feeling now, and unfair almost. hmm i dont know anymore but it makes my head really hurt when i ( Read more... )

yay! food for the first time in three days!!! thank god for soup!

What do you do when you feel like you've lost one of your best friends? yeah sure its said things will work out but you keep waiting and than they arent. Where did my unit go? i miss them all of them and the way we used to be. i am so weak because if i could forget it all i would, i have people tell me "but you dont want to forget the good times"  ( Read more... )