So, I started this Journal in about late 8th grade. It's been a nice solace for whatever thoughts I felt like chronicling in here. But, I figured it'd have to end sometime. So, why not end this journal with the happy memory of ending high school ( Read more... )

Today will be my last day of High School, forever. I wonder what I'll do tomorrow?

To all the friends I've made and all the teachers I loved, cheers!

-Benjamin

It's my second to last day of High School. I'm starting to feel that bittersweet sickness about all the teachers and friends I may not see anymore...

Prom was fun... it takes me a while to let go sometimes. I danced for the first time ever. But, a couple things always tend to make me feel a little sad. I kinda wonder why I feel like I need the attention of certain people sometimes. But dancing my ass off for the first time was a little reminder of what having fun was like, regardless of whatever ( Read more... )

So, this last weekend I recorded my first demo with a bunch of friends. It was a great experience, and tons of fun. It became a nice little reminder of one of the reasons I play music.

I squint a lot when I drive. When my eyes begin to focus, I start to realize how bad at seeing I've really become. Putting on other people's glasses who probably have a similar prescription to my eyes, the most stunning thing I've noticed is how vibrant reflections really are. Why is it this year that my vision has become so faded? I can't wait to ( Read more... )

Haha, I've been made a fool! Someone slap the cuckold's horns behind my head.

So, I've been appointed drummer of Rendezvous. I had a mini revelation today ( Read more... )

I swear, the world is pulling me back and forth like the biggest joke tug-of-war ever. I best be learning to laugh at myself a lot.

The past week or so has really put me in a sad mood. I feel like I made some decisions that hurt some people's feelings, and made myself look like a jerk. It's my indecisiveness that is my downfall, and I was feeling real depressed about the whole situation. It seemed like the world was sort of laughing at me ( Read more... )