Being nice is over-rated. I remember in grade nine, I used to look at some of the Grade twelve girls and look at how they were gorgeous. I was jealous. I just remember wanting to be one of them. Those gorgeous, happy, smart girls. They were nice to everyone, and they were happy, had a cute boyfriend, had good grades, were intelligent, had a good ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of pretending to care. I wish I could just tell everyone how I just don't give a shit.

Wow so far...this summer has sucked. How boring has it been? Very...I don't know. Actually, maybe it hasn't been boring maybe its just that I always manage to expect things to be better than they actually are and when they don't exceed my expectations I get so disappointed. I set everything too high for myself, and it's just too hard. I want to ( Read more... )

I can't take it. Everyday is the same, just wake up go to school come home run homework sleep. Repeat. Over and over and over again. I can't wait until highschool is over so I can just go out and do something, anything different. It's so tiring and boring and repetitive and somehow emotionally exhausting and I can't stop thinking about all this ( Read more... )

I kind of...hate a lot of things right now. A lot of anger I guess really, but I can't really confront it because it seems much more difficult, seeing as they have never said anything to my face. It almost makes me wonder if it actually happened. But it did. And I'm mad. Still. Thats really how pathetic I am. Did I used to have a life? I'm really ( Read more... )

Feel this
Its my heart
Feel it break under your fingertips
Grasp the pieces
Feel this
Is it your doing or mine
I don’t remember
Do you?
Feel this
I wish for apathy
And I cry for the tears
You can’t cry
Feel this
Feel it

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oh so emo

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