One more year and hopefully we will be out of my parents house and living on our own in our own house. I can't wait. It's wearing on us this living with my parents, my brother and my aunt. Frustrating ( Read more... )

So my last post in here was back in 2009. I have been married for two years now and have met some new friends through a new game I play. I still think of the past every now and than. It's helped shape me to who I am now. Everything from David to Mitch ( Read more... )

So floating through LJ and remembering things I'm thinking to my last post and wondering...do I really wish I could clear things with those people? David...yeah maybe. Even after all this time I still think of him. I don't remember if he knew I was engaged before he left or not. I want to talk to him and see what he thinks of my being married ( Read more... )

So lately a lot of things have been causing a lot of memories to come back...ones that were happy ones but are now painful ones. I got into a fight with Tim, a bad one. I didn't talk to him all night and partly into the next day. I was wishing Cris was around because it was one of those times where I would just crawl into her lap and start crying ( Read more... )

So yeah here I am sitting with a couple friends over that my husband invited for my bday and yeah...I'm at the computer writing this not really feeling up for company. I'm not sure why. Most of my friends seem to be just flakes anyways. Invited three over tonight, only two showed up. One of them only because Tim was pissed...I'm not sure about the ( Read more... )

I watched P.S. I Love You the other night with my mom and realized that Tim was basically my Gerry. I don't know what I would do without him ( Read more... )

My mother called Tim tonight...told him that the man who's been my dad's best friend since school and my second 'father' has only a few days to live...I'm stunned...and depressed. I don't want him to go...I don't want him to die ( Read more... )

That name has not passed these lips in four years...four years. Last night after I went to bed I got a message from him asking if he would get a reply back or if I still hated him. I don't hate him. I'm sad...sad because of four wasted years when we used to be so close. Four years of not having heard from him or anyone else. I heard his G-Ma died. ( Read more... )

I've been waiting so long to find such happiness I've found with Tim. I can honestly say I never thought I would end up with someone...yeah I'd date and stuff like with Ren and D and such but did I truly think I would find someone and marry them? I hoped but I didn't think so ( Read more... )

I told you peoples I would add a post with a link to photobucket...I'm still working on adding and editing pics so check back often! http://s218.photobucket.com/albums/cc10/Kat_Starling/Wedding/