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Missing...
I don't know if anyone still follows this journal anymore, and honestly I don't care. All I know is I need to get down how I feel because I can't talk to Tim about it, anytime I mention it he gets teary eyed too and changes the subject. My father died November 18, 2015. My hero. It left a huge gaping hole in my heart and my life, I was always a ( Read more... ) -
Time
So I've been spending less and less time online lately. I still log on to IN through my phone ever so often and check FB, but I don't get on as much. I have no desire to. Tim and I have been spending more time together, even if it's just watching T.V. We don't fight as much, things aren't 100% better but they're slowly getting there ( Read more... ) -
Update
Alright, been a bit sine I last updated...well I am officially moved into my mother in laws. It is SO much more relaxing here. I don't feel like I'm an inconvience and that it takes so much to do chores (laundry, dishes, etc). I just do them as they need done. It doesn't feel forced, even like it did at the apartment. Maybe because I live in a ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So 10pm tonight starts vacation, which is over at my mother in law's house. I talked with Tim last night and he doesn't think we'll be back to live. We'll be back to pick up our things and such...but that's it. It is hitting me hard at times about leaving KiKi and moving in general. I'm excited but nervous at the same time ( Read more... ) -
My mother
Alright I love my mother, don't doubt that, but she's been driving me up the wall. Especially since she found out I'm going to be moving out. It's 20 questions, wondering what she/they did or said to make us want to move out. I can't very well tell her the truth - that we don't feel wanted here. Especially with her little comments of how long we've ( Read more... ) -
Update
So after my last update I had a long talk with my friend Vall. I had told her what my choices were. I made the decision to leave KiKi here at my parents house and move into my mother in law's house with Tim and our dog Mya. His mom is super thrilled about it apparently. I'm having mixed feelings. I'm going to miss my cat to death, but I know this ( Read more... ) -
confused
So things aren't going good at home for me and the hubby. He hates it at the house and it depresses him when he's there. He was in the hospital in Feb with a lump on his neck. Now the bills are coming in for that. We're losing our butts again and still owe my parents $400 total for last month and this month ( Read more... ) -
Confusion/Jealousy
So my husband is friends with this woman at work - ok no biggie. I've got guy friends at work. My issue is this, she flirts with him, texts him a few times a day and a lot of times has issues with her own husband. I trust my husband completely. I know nothing would ever happen, but he knows I'm not comfortable with her. I don't know if I'm over ( Read more... ) -
Ohhh...what to say?
So it's been almost a year since I've posted >.> <.<...yeah. I slack. A lot. So I almost think this should be called "Omg it's you" week for me. Mitch (my ex-fiancé) friended me on Facebook. I've not talked to him in YEARS, since we spoke on AIM and cleared the air between us. The other thing is Samm found me on LJ and AIM. We've spoken more ( Read more... ) -
Ever
So through my game Immortal Night I have met yet another wonderful person. You know they always say you have a twin out there somewhere? Ever (as I call her, I won't use her rl name out of respect) seems to be mine. She's younger than I am by about 6 years and 2 months exactly but she's touched me in a way no one has since Cristina. It's the first ( Read more... )