of course right?

[4sakenheart85]

I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I keep neglecting this journal. I really don't mean to keep doing that. I know that it's part of the reason I just can't seem to stay on track with all this. I'm failing so miserably. I just want it all to end. I want ana to come back to me. I miss her so much. So here I am again, attempting to bring her

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[nakigara]

For me, I hardly used my journal until I made friends and actually made myself semi-interested in what they had to say...I actually got my journal in 2002 back when you had to get a code from someone or pay, and I posted twice in that entire year...but then in like 2003 I lost all of my friends and made new ones online (this was probably because of how badly Anorexia had taken over my life by then...And I'm still there, I just have more support

[4sakenheart85]

Thanks for the ideas! I had a food journal and I would do that, not write in it when I snacked a lot cuz I felt horrible. But the private entry thing is a great idea. That way I can choose when to let everyone know. Tho sometimes it is nice to know that even when you think you are a failure, others will be there to help you get back on track. I hope you are doing well and thanks for taking the time to reply. That's all I really needed!
*analuv*