- I havent written on this in a really long time.
+ I believe starting to vent via LJ will be cheaper than therapy and more anonymous bc no one uses this thing anymore.
+Classes start back up in like, 3 weeks and I move in in 2 weeks :D hooray

That's all for now

Crying is the way I say Im done...

11 years down the porcelin shit hole

welcome to my failure of a life

Please let me know exactly what I need to change to be everything you ever wanted...

My heart can't take this hurt. I feel as though its been ripped out and smashed into a million peices. Why would God want to take someone so wonderful away from us all? I am so mad at him right now, even though I know it is part of something bigger than me. I am only relieved by the fact that I was able to meet a real live angel. Katie Kittel, you ( Read more... )

No matter what happends now... Nothing can ruin this night. We tailgated, we beat JF and I hung out with *HIM*   Ah... This night = bliss

my resolutions are not that hard. I am sure I can do them all successfully. I have even kept up with them and I know its only day 4, but come on... that's better than most can say. so here there are

- Stop drinking soda like its good for me
- Stop being a flirt with everyone
- learn my chemistry
- pass SAT's
- exersize
- Do things b.c I want to, ( Read more... )

Friday night....Movies with ryan/my hero, Kelly/rookie, jeff/no name, Cole*. I didnt know you could like somene after only one night....but apparently you can...

Saturday... Worked from 9-1...not bad. Went to ryans house to see Cole. watched some movies, watched that painter guy with the afro paint some trees and his buddies (jeff is apparently ( Read more... )

So the dog ate nail polish.....pray she doesnt die. It would really suck if she did. i would cry.

I didnt do anything but work today. How fun?

Ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

You can ask anonymously if you want.

Oh and the catch is...I have to answer...truthfully.

I think I messed things up big time. Maybe there is a reason some people are alone. There are the kind of people with hygene problems, ones with "evil mother" issues, and then I suppose there are those of us who dont know when we are doing something that will completely jeaprodize everything they have worked for until it's too late. Maybe some ( Read more... )