hm... i don't really know what to say. i'm tired of only hearing people's views of me via online blogs. maybe i am the worst person ever. i'm seeing an ugly, dark side of the people i used to be close with... and i'm not going to lie and say that i'm not changing, too. or that i haven't fallen off the face of the earth ( Read more... )

a coroner kneels beneath a great wooden crucifix
he knows there's worse things than being
alone

i don't know what to do.
move on.
be angry.
miss him.
stop believing that anything good can come out of this world.

god is dead.

and a witty saying proves nothing. it won't bring him back. not for me. not this time.

shyness is nice ( Read more... )

i'm not unsympathetic ( Read more... )

The semester is over. And I feel quite indifferent. I'm happy that I'm done with all those classes, and I don't have to wake up early anymore, and I can be lazy for a couple of months. But I don't really feel strong emotions anymore. I don't know why. I can really piss people off, or do/say something mean to someone, and I won't feel any remorse ( Read more... )

My lungs breath smoke and my veins surge with diet pepsi.

Oh, how I hate writing papers.

I got an extension ( Read more... )

Why do I suck as a person ( Read more... )

INFO ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz"

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