Nate broke up with me today.
I think he really means it this time.
I can't stop fucking crying.

I love you and I miss you

Its just I miss phoenix.
you gave it up forget it its over.
you'll never get it back.
I wanna do drugs forever.
really which one? acid?
no all of them.
there like candies!
expensive and sweet.

Drugs are like candies, expensive and sweet.

Do you ever find yourself driving down the street and not seeming to remember how many green lights you've gone through in a row? And you begin to think to yourself what if I'm dreaming? what if all of these havn't been green? what if one of them was red? and i ran it and was smashed to smithereens by someone? what if your already dead ( Read more... )

maybe you should jsut let me die! then you wouldn't have to worry about how I am. you would just know. So uck all of you who worry about me cause you know what? its not for me you worry its for yourself! you don't want to feel the pain of loss! That's what you fear, other than that you could care less how i'm doing. So fuck you all and stop worring ( Read more... )

It was a dark and dreary night normal for the streets of Azwraith, the click of shoes on cold stone could be heard as a cloaked figure walked down its dark allies. Death seemed to be apon the figure that night, and like so many other nights the figure mearly shruged it off. A door opened, hard light streamed into the ally, a man empting the trash ( Read more... )

ANNA NALICK LYRICS ( Read more... )

What is this argument for drug addiction? The Columbia Electronic Encyclopedia tells it to be the "chronic or habitual use of any chemical substance to alter states of body or mind for other than medically warranted purposes." Alright so basically anything that changes your body chemistry would be a "drug addiction" correct? well then couldn't food ( Read more... )

Night before state.
I am utterly conviced that I could be the teams downfall.
So of course I am partying down!
22/45 does not boast well.
but come on who can deny the awesomeness of the classic EIFFEL 65?!?!??!?! I am SO glad I found this CD it rocks my socks!

Thats right people I am 18! :) sadly however I did not make it to the store to by cigs :( Fortunately I got to make out with Nate legally for the first time! :) sadly I did not get to do anything illegal today :( Fortunately I got my bag for Josh packed ( Read more... )