i looked like such a spaz in class today beacause i kept taking my sweater off and putting it back on. i have a ridiculous fever and every 5 minutes my body temperature changes. i keep getting really hot and then really cold. right now i'm in between but my nose is swolen and running like a faucet and i can't feel the rest of my face ( Read more... )

i miss.

the other night after leaving the hookah bar, i hailed a cab to take me home. i got in, only to see streamers, tinsel, a candy bowl, and all sorts of other decorations. the driver (with his big party sombrero on) asked me where i was going. as we drove on, he turned up the music ( Read more... )

five months ago today, and i still can't believe it.

i need to have another week that can be considered "the best week ever"

or even just a day.

it's been much too long since i've had one of those and it's far overdue.

yesterday my cable and internet stopped working. when i called to complain about my comcast service, i apparently dialed the wrong number and was connected to a singles hotline ( Read more... )

i'm happy, i swear...

but still, i can't stop the tears.

i also realize that i've never been in a real relationship. they've all been filled with lies and deception and very strange circumstances.

something tells me that now that i've gotten all the duds out of the way, the ripe tomatoes will be rolling in shortly...

i'm now realizing that every guy that's ever been worth my time has been kicked to the curb due to the stupidest reasons imaginable.

what is wrong with me and why do i throw away the good ones?

i got a job as a receptionist at a salon called carissima

it's perfect, it's right down the street. literally a 5 minute walk. so happy!