if i had found out my dad was sick before i moved here, i would never have left.

i don't know what to do.

school starts in two weeks, and i honestly couldn't be any more excited. i'm really proud of myself, because although it's not usually hard to get into columbia, i got in without a high school diploma and that's something i thought i'd never do. i have a lot of great (reachable) goals, and it really makes me realize how independent i've become ( Read more... )

2 Years Ago:
I was vacationing in Savannah, GA
I was friends with people I choose to no longer talk to
I had lots of boys in my life, and many options
I had long, black hair
I was 108lbs
I had one tattoo and two piercings
I had no diploma, and no direction
I was a virgin
I drove around with my best friends every day, carefree, listening to Fall Out Boy and ( Read more... )

new hair and new attitude.

things are looking up.

i thought i had it all figured out, but the truth is, you can't run away from your problems. although i've been hurt tonight, i learned a very valuable lesson. people are people no matter where you go. sure, i can run away again, but what will that solve ( Read more... )

grow up, all of you.

no guy has ever confused me this much.

to get my mind off things, and seeing as how i barely know him, i'm going to pretend he's one of the following:

a. a cheater
b. full of baggage
c. gay
d. from ohio

there. now i don't like him anymore.

i adopted a cat! she's 5 years old, she was rescued from a hoarder, and her name is calypso (originally lanna, but how much cuter is calypso?)

she's the sweetest girl ever. she nuzzles better than any boy ever could.

TWO WEEKS TIL BOSTON REUNION.

i am soooooo excited to see everyone!

i cried over you for the first time in two years. your happiness means so much to me and it kills me when you and her don't get along. if things had worked out between us, i really would have treated you perfectly. despite our stupid fights, and the 250 miles that was between us, i would have made things work. i know we were young and i know things ( Read more... )