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[54m4n7ha]

happy fourth of july you all.

i don't know what ya'll been told but things aren't the best for me right now and we all have our problems but last night i had so much fun at work and made a bunch of money and i don't know if i'm ever going to do it again but i'd like to maybe. i don't care anymore, really, can't you tell?

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[forceasmile]

what the fuck's going on now?

[54m4n7ha]

what do you mean? i was just talking one: about all the bullshit anon comments that know so much but not really at all and are just pissing me off and hurting my feelings, and two: i was inconspicuously talking about strapping and how i liked the money but how i don't think i'll do it ever again and three: i was again referring to how i don't care about what people have to say or think about me.

[54m4n7ha]

ha stripping, whoops.

[babarambob]

ha, figgered "strapping" meant, well, you know ~~~;)

[specialc]

I think you'd be a fucking hot not nasty ass stripper. That's all that is around lately.

[forceasmile]

four rolls each and seventeen hours of sex in like twelve hours from now!
i love you!

[forceasmile]

This is a testament to how fucked up todays youth is. Keep up the spiral downwards kids, your offspring will thank you later.

[coldcoldsweat]

I told Josh you made me horny watching you dance.

[54m4n7ha]

did i really though?

[cheap_and_trite]

you could be so much more than what you are becoming.

[forceasmile]

she really could, like a million times more, and i'm more scared and more hurt and more frustrated by it all everyday. it's like i deal with what she's turning into 24/7, my mind constantly plagued with all the worry and doubt and feelings of stupidity she so carelessly implants in me, while she gets to go through all of this not giving a fuck about what's happened to her life. my entire being finds itself devoted to sam's well-being, while at the same time samantha is bent on destroying herself and everything around her.

[54m4n7ha]

blah blah blah

[cheap_and_trite]

you need to realize that you are a beautiful person deep down and you could have such a wonderful future but instead you make bad decisions and you need to relize what should be a priority in your life and you are completely ignoring anything but what YOU want and you don't have that priveledge but for some reason you don't get that. just grow up samantha!!! money isn't everything, what about friends, self respect, your life, your CHILD, you seem to only care about you and throw everything else away without a second glance. So maybe you don't care, but you really, really should and that's coming from someone who cares alot about you, but i won't watch you become something you used to hate
! and i won't help you either. so moneys all good, drugs are all good, sex is all good, but they aren't everything.