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[54m4n7ha]

nobody likes me, everybody hates me i think i'll go eat worms.

tonight was just about the worst night ever.

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WORST

[babarambob]

who's nobody & everybody? :x

[kolorblind]

awwww...there's a little place--a tiny rest stop of sorts--in the dark recesses of my heart for you. (for real.) (worms mixed with chef boyardee are tasty.)

[robertsonlk]

this is kind of a vague entry, so i'm not sure what exactly is going on. and admittedly, i don't know you personally so maybe i'm way out of line here. BUT just seems to me about every 4th or 5th entry you make is similar to this one. it's like things are good for a while, then go to crap. so maybe when you find yourself feeling this way why not trace your steps and figure out how you got here. if it's something you brought on yourself, then you gotta change your ways. if it's something someone else has done to you, maybe you need to put yourself in better company. i'm only saying this because even though i don't know you i feel bad every time i read an entry of yours in which you're obviously upset over something. you're young, you have a beautiful healthy child, you're beautiful, you seem fun, i assume you're in decent health. don't let the weights of the world get you too down. it's definitely easier said than done, but not impossible =)

[54m4n7ha]

i don't ever explain much on here really but last night as usual nathaniel and i got into a fight. i did dope in his bathroom, he beat me up a little, broke my phone, kicked me out of his house and i then walked for five hours to a friends house. there i said it.

[robertsonlk]

is it ok for me to ask why you put yourself in a situation where so much could go wrong? and did go wrong? you've been here before obviously. you said it's "as usual" and i just can't help but wonder why you do this to yourself. i am not evolved to the point that i can shed tears for someone who would sabotage themselves like this, and i am sure you aren't asking me too, but it still breaks my heart to an extent. for you, for your son and even for nathaniel despite the fact that all i know of him is what i creepily read in your journals. haha. in any case, i'm really sorry for what happened last night, and i hope somehow things work out in a way that results in long term, sustained, genuine happiness for you all.

[wiseoldtree]

really//

[forceasmile]

i love you and i wish you'd stop doing dope.

[princesskandi]

Samantha.... I wish you would make good decisions.

<3