you broke my heart 'cause i couldn't dance. you didn't even want me around and now i'm back to let you know i can really shake them down ( Read more... )

mmmmmmm, i remember when livejournal was a place for me to write and read all this stuff about the love and the life but now its just a place for people to hide in their rooms and talk shit its gross and i hate it and nobody is better than anybody else we are all equal and i hate that people think anything other than that everything makes me sad i ( Read more... )

i have a cute little bedroom with a bunk bed. i'm doing alright for myself i guess. i just need a job and i have been looking edible arrangements is hiring and so is outback. i haven't done dope since last tuesday and i'm getting into an intensive outpatient drug program where i am drug tested regularly and if i fail i lose custody of my son. so it ( Read more... )

i get a little crazy sometime. i got a lot going on and i stress and i panic but i got to get by. lots of things were said by candlelight tonight and this guy keeps calling me cyndi lauper and i don't mind.

i got wet when i read this, love it ( Read more... )

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there's too much i don't want to say but ha, i'm home and i'm only ten days clean but i got a white key chain and i'm going to get a sponsor and a job and i know that one is too many and a thousand is never enough. i think things will pan out. my sun makes me smile, every time this

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comes on, cougar stands on the living room table and does the ( Read more... )

it's a thief in the night to come and grab you it can creep up inside you and consume you a disease of the mind it can control you it's too close for comfort i feel like a monster watch out, you might just go under better think twice your train of thought will be altered so if you must faulter be wise ( Read more... )

so my paid account ran out and it took all my pictures so somebody buy me some more paid time and ill start posting more pictures if you like

how many times have i said that i just dont know what to do with my self

god i just dont know what to do with my self

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