decided to start using this thing again. we'll see how it goes.

yesterday i had a message from my friend leslie who i haven't talked to in several months....it said to call her...it was about something important. then when i saw rene was trying to get ahold of me i knew it was something serious. i was afraid and freaked out from the moment i saw that and avoided getting back to them for another hour while i ( Read more... )

I'm totally frustrated with my friends. I'm sick of people, in general, who say they're going to do something and never stick by their word. I'm sick of people throwing their lives away and taking things for granted. I'm also sick of caring about other people so much that I can't concentrate on shit that I have to do for myself. I wish I could be ( Read more... )

a lot has happened...i always start entries like that when i haven't written in this thing for a while but i'll just do a brief summary of only the events that have had the most impact ( Read more... )

i have one!

a lot has been going on...

i don't know how else to put it

i found the two journals i thought were long gone....i gave up the search for them back in 04...right after i got home from being away...the journals i kept in like 2001-2003....they have all the stuff in them from when i went to shitty places, wrote about the people there, things i wrote when i was totally out of my mind...i haven't gotten the ( Read more... )

i need a new icon for sure ( Read more... )

i'm not eating cheese anymore ( Read more... )

at least i look like a lesbian in my default icon :)

other than that, tonight i said it best when i said "i'm the slut"

the first part of that is "she's the pretty, nice one. i'm her friend, the slut"

i <3 life