Help me find the will to live, because I've lost it.

[5mall_5]

Hello big black hole, it seems we're becoming firm friends now. You visit it me so regularly and always know when i'm starting to feel a little more normal just so you can kick me down again. You come over me like a wave. Like a blanket made of velvet with all the sad memories woven inbetween the threads. You dull my senses. You my make my chest

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[kitschyduck]

This really made me well-up :( If you ever want to 'talk it out' to me, you can. I'm not just saying that because it's what people say, I really, really mean it. seriously.

[5mall_5]

Thank you my sweet. I forget people might read my posts. Sometimes I need to write things down, you know what I mean? Not many people know how sad I feel sometimes. It's so good to know you are there, willing to listen to me ramble :)