fine. if you give up, i give up too. you're right. it should have been over two weeks ago.

just stop acting and tell me the truth.

there will be a time when i really do have to choose between my boyfriend and my friend(s). i wonder who will win. all i know is that for as long as i can remember there have always been times when i don't feel cared about by my friends and i have never had to wonder how much kevin cares about me. and even though your friends are the ones who are ( Read more... )

random happy thing that happened today: hildy mccormick gave me a starbucks coffee just cause i was working late tonight. she came out of the locker room when i was closing (after probably living up to her reputation of trailing towels everywhere in the locker room, which housekeeping hates her for) and she was like, here, i forgot to give you this ( Read more... )

i got my hair colored today. its a brownish reddish burgandyish color. its much prettier than it sounds. it was my reward for getting $50 more on my check than i thought i would. and for getting another job. i think they're hiring everybody. at least amari prepared me with her stories. i feel so damn pathetic. and alone, i'm always alone now. kevin ( Read more... )

name: emily ( Read more... )

i'm miserable. theres something about coming home at 9:00 and getting online that just makes me depressed. and that none of my friends really want to spend more than 2 hours with me. so i'll resort to speaking three word sentances to them because they wouldn't care that much either way. everything from my friends just sounds fake now, and it makes ( Read more... )

last kiss:kevin ( Read more... )

from Poster Nite - March 22, 2003 (The Say No To Sex Arrow Poster) (and emilys birthday poster ( Read more... )

i have that dido song stuck in my head, cause they were playing it in pottery. lalala and its not so bad, its not so baaad and iiii wanna thank you...hmm ( Read more... )

and now to celebrate my school unblocking livejournal, even though i think i've already done this ( Read more... )