ok this is totally random just something that's been on my mind alot lately. i want someone to love me for me. i want to find my husband to be. i know dumb cuz i know it'll happen, but gah....i know i know God will take care of everything i do not doubt that for a second. i just wish i knew WHO i was supposed to be with. seriously. it's so hard to ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im not good enough...like im just that other girl that you like bc you cant have the one you want..do you think about her when you're with me? just a thought that has been running through my head. just hoping it's stupid and i shouldnt think it. all the while it's still there over and over and over again.  it's been quite some ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo basically i just feel pretty worthless. i know everyone has their problems most probably worse then mine, but it's been a really hard night for me. since ive been home things have been different. life's definitely different. ive tried and tried to change my focus and let God just take me over. consume me bc i know that's what would be ( Read more... )