i try so hard ..
i try so hard to make you happy..
I cry so much ..
im in so much pain
I just want to give up and just stop trying
I am in love with you no matter what
i just dont know what to do anymore
i dont want to give up but theres not much i can do anymore
you seem to make me happy even if you are not trying.
your smile makes me melt in pieces.
please ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't in livejournal in forever.. there has been alot that has been going on but thats too much to write. homecoming was saturday that was a blast i loved it soo much i went with teddy it was just amazing dancing and being with my friends saw people that i havent saw in forever KARINA .. hhaha and JAMES.. well i saw HIM.... everytime i see ( Read more... )

ok so i havent updated this thing in like forever i just wanted to post and to tell everyone that my myspace isnt letting me on because its being gay so i am making a new one soon ... and i willl elt everyone know what it is when i get it done

Ok today is not going good and my days just seem like they are gonna get worse everyday ... mike cheated on me i was devestated but i guess  he just didnt love me as much as i loved him... and he needed "SOMETHING" better then  me?? i dont know i dont know much because he is ignoring me and wont tell me whats going on so i basically give up if he ( Read more... )

Well not much has been going on .. im not moving to my dads anymore and i am safely at home where i should be.. but its not the same my brother left for training for the navy and i miss him oo so much.. and just want him back home soon and fast..  hes the one i go for advice but how can i when hes far away and doesnt get to call hardly at all and ( Read more... )

idk what to do i got a phone call today that i didnt want to hear and it hurts so bad it does really i hate it when people get drunk and go and do dumbass things .. but i still really care about him so im gonna talk it out with him .. when he comes over today

ok pretty much alot of shit has been going on but its not like you bastards are going to read this any ways so yea me and mike over !! for good and i am moving to owosso with my daddy and living with him and going to school at corunna highschool with my sister will her bf and andy my bf so basically all is good for now .... with that and people ( Read more... )

why do people die?? why do they take people that we love i dont get it .. yesterday i found out that paul my grandmas boyfriend more like my grandpa died yesterday like i told you all that he had a major heart attache in vegas when they went there well he had code red 3 times that means that you completely die and then they can bring you back to ( Read more... )

i  havent updated this thing in awhile because they was not much to say ! my life is boring except i have the best friends ever coughjamescough hahah no i love all of my friends my life has being doing pretty good except my grandma and paul her bf but more like my grandpa went to vegas fro my g-mas b-day adn paul wasnt feeling good and he had a ( Read more... )

Nothing much has been going on here except the seniors left friday and i miss theem !!! but whats new  well im just here at laurens hanging out wtih amber and her bonfire tonight oo its gonnna be fun. I got pissed on today by laurens puppy it was not good at all . it was gross then i got lemonade spilled on me adn that just sucked because it is ( Read more... )