damn my nigga i know i said no more entries but a nigga drunk ...........helps the pain.....oh well........everyone sending me replies talking bout i got alot to live for...hahahahahahahaha ok if you say so

So yeah now I'm crying =`[,I sometimes wished Franky knew just how much he means to me. It's like he just doesn't know. I have known Franky for already 6 years. He's my brother my parents should've adopted him. I love him dearly ... He makes me cry everytime he say's so much shit like he has nothing to live for or anything to look forward too. I ( Read more... )

what it is yo....things have gone from bad to worse....only good new is got is my lil god daughter was born god belss the lil dickens....lexani was born on wensday morning...and i got to hold her....but all i could do is think bout what life would be like if june was different for me...oh well thats the past....ive devoloped an alchol probelm...i ( Read more... )

how do i do it yo i honestly dont know anymore im sitting here bleeding like a stuck pig cuz i got in a filthy rumble at the beach we scrapped like 12 heads yo no lie and busted up like 4 niggas wit bottles but when all was said n done i was left alone getting rushed i stabbed a nigga wit a bottle and he sliced my hand wide open its hard for me ( Read more... )

well ive deceided to stop drinking its day one and it hurts just as much as if i was still on it i really fucked up the other night and spent 1500 bucks on something i thought was gonna make me feel better but didnt now im stuck wit no money i cant tell my moms cuz ill be out this house......work is driving me bananas i cant take it yo all i hear ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i wrote in this shit and as you can already imagine i never have any good news....shit just gets from bad to worse and back to bad...shit has gotten worse than ever yo im soo depressed i gotta drink every night just to feel right wit myself but then all i do is think of old shit that i dont wanna be thinking cuz it hurts ( Read more... )

damn yo i let keeka go yo i thought it would be the best cuz i was hurting inside so bad knowing she didnt feel the same as i did but yo its killin me even more to be without her all day our songs come on the radio and i think about her all i wanna do is go over there and hug her and kiss her and i wish she would just tell me she loved me and we ( Read more... )

damn my nigga i thought it was in my head that i got shitty luck amnd things cant go right for me...nahhhhh it cant it will be fine one day and the next ill just wanna die...dawg i live day to day with nothing to live for not a god damn thing im 22 wit nothing to live for? what the fuck is that i hate my life my nigga this bullshit is just to much ( Read more... )

whats good its been a while i know....well work sucks more than ever ....me n jenni beefing wit milly now my mom still aint gotta job.....damn seems nothing is going good........but then all of a sudden i got back wit my baby keeka and everything aint perfect yet but they a hell of alot better that female puts a smile on my face just makes me feel ( Read more... )

wut dey do my peoples well shit still da same nothing new been going on ohh well i didnt get my promotion they hiried someone else to do the job i should be doing i got fucked outta getting my spot in that resturant theyd rather bring somoene in who no one repsects no one knows and someone who dont know the system the way i do fuk itwhat can i do i ( Read more... )